{"id":88,"date":"2007-06-07T00:44:34","date_gmt":"2007-06-07T00:44:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=88"},"modified":"2007-06-07T00:44:34","modified_gmt":"2007-06-07T00:44:34","slug":"i-could-have-just-had-an-affair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2007\/06\/07\/i-could-have-just-had-an-affair\/","title":{"rendered":"I could have just had an affair&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I left her for someone else. Never should have. I want to come home now, to my wife, and she says she doesn&#8217;t love me anymore or won&#8217;t let herself. I thought I was in love. It was lust &#8212; mind-fucking, hair-raising lust. But Sandra (my wife of ten years) is my best friend, and I still want to take her to bed. I could have just had an affair. Or I could have just walked away (well, probably not). Now Sandra&#8217;s becoming someone else, a someone who doesn&#8217;t love me, thinks I&#8217;m a jerk and that she was a jerk for loving me. I am. She&#8217;s not. I was an ass &#8212; I let my dick get ahead of me &#8212; and now I&#8217;m more alone with my ass-self than I ever wished to be.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Collin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I left her for someone else. Never should have. I want to come home now, to my wife, and she says she doesn&#8217;t love me anymore or won&#8217;t let herself. I thought I was in love. It was lust &#8212; mind-fucking, hair-raising lust. But Sandra (my wife of ten years) is my best friend, and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-88","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-exs","category-husbands-wives"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=88"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=88"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=88"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=88"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}