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I am sorry that I wasn’t excited when I found out I was pregnant with you. I had a 6-month old baby already and didn’t think I was ready to have another one. I am sorry that when I found out you were not alive I didn’t fall to pieces the way a mother should have. Even though you had only been in my tummy for 3 months my love for you should have been so deep and overwhelming that losing you should have done me in. I am sorry that I only feel guilt about you and not the heart wrenching sadness you deserve for me to feel. It has been 13 years and I still haven’t cried over you.

Submitted by: R