August 8, 2009

I regret using substances I had no understanding of….

I’ve made plenty of mistakes, but only one regret. I regret losing control. I regret letting go of my self, and giving into my curiosity. I regret using substances I had no understanding of. I regret a lot about that night and I regret that I let it affect me in such a way. I regret putting myself in a position to let you take advantage of me. I regretĀ  knowing you and having anything to do with you. I hated you before that night IĀ  lost control. I hate that it has made me ashamed of myself and secretive because I am too ashamed to confide in my mom, my dad…the people that mean the most to me. I hate you and what you did to me. I don’t know if I lost my virginity to you that night, I regret not knowing that. I regret knowing you at all. I hate you and I never say that about anyone and mean it….

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